28 Jul 2014
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Tags: 365, 365 day, cemetery, closeup, macro, photography, photography project
Today, I received some good news. I had my interview at JCP portrait studio, and the manager would like to see me for a second interview. Yay. Then, I received an email from Sprouts offering me a job. Double yay. I wish I could be more happy about all that. Instead, I spent the afternoon at Oakland Cemetery. Which sounds a little odd, but I’m comfortable there. It’s a beautiful place to walk around, or just sit under a shade tree.
Even though I’m glad that I’ll soon be working again, I’m still down. My brain is on overload thinking, and thinking. I’m hoping that by having a week alone, I’ll be able to sort out these thoughts and get my head straight. Hoping that I don’t just get more lonely, sad, and depressed. Hoping that I begin to get my life in order now that I’ll soon be working. Hoping that I’ll understand what I want, and go after it.
Hoping. For clarity.
I’m sick of thinking I understand my situation, and then the next day wondering if I made the right decision. I’m sick of the back and forth.
It’s confusing.
And irritating.
And complicated.
27 Jul 2014
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Tags: 365, 365 day, closeup, macro, photography, photography project
Today started off pretty well. Niki was going to a wedding today, and invited me along to shoot pictures. Apparently, the family couldn’t afford a photographer, and Niki offered to see if I was willing to take the pictures. As a matter of fact, I was. With my interview at the portrait studio coming up tomorrow, I figured the experience would be good for me. So, I offered to shoot the wedding for whatever they could pay. I think things turned out pretty well.
After that though, things went downhill. Some sad words were spoken, and some feelings hurt. I didn’t know what to do with myself, so I reached out to my friend Marianna. I ended up spending a few hours talking with her at her house. It seems I called her at the perfect time though. She’s headed out of town tomorrow for a week, and asked if I would house sit and watch her dog while they were gone.
Perfect. I can spend some time away and think. As much as being alone with suck, maybe it will help the current situation. Hard to say. This just sucks.
26 Jul 2014
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Tags: 365, 365 day, closeup, macro, photography, photography project
I decided to take a trip to Tallulah Falls, and see the Tallulah Gorge. It was beautiful and serene, perfect for a day like today. I went by myself, something that I don’t have a problem with most days, which was nice and gave me some “me” time.
Time to reflect on current situations, possible changes, and sweat, lots of sweat. I was unaware that this adventure would include around 1,122 stairs, but I did it! The view was amazing. The accomplishment was satisfying.
I just wish I had a few days to spend out in nature and think. I have a lot on my plate right now, and sometimes it’s hard to figure out what I want/what I need.
25 Jul 2014
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Tags: 365, 365 day, abstract, blue, closeup, macro, photography, photography project
Ok. So let me explain.
I have two statements to say about this picture.
1) Yes, it’s kind of a copout. I know. I had another picture picked out for today, but then I bumped up the contrast and it improved the image drastically. So, I couldn’t use that image for the pic of the day. (I’ve imposed a rule that the picture of the day must 1) Be taken that day 2) Can not be altered, except cropped)
2) I had placed my phone down on my lap with the camera open, and noticed this image on the screen. Something about it really intrigued me, so I snapped a picture. This image has a quality to it that causes me to think deeper. What is it? What does it mean? Am I missing something? For those reasons, I’ve chosen to use this image. No, it’s not my best work. I know this. Abstract? Yes, I think so. There is just something here that grabs on to me and causes me to linger, and I like that feeling.
I don’t know how other people will react to this shot, but I’m kind of interesting to find out. :)
24 Jul 2014
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Tags: 365, 365 day, closeup, clouds, macro, photography, photography project
Big news of today is that I have 2 interviews! One tomorrow at Sprouts (similar to Whole Foods), and the other Monday at JC Penny Portrait Studio. Hopefully, something good will come of those two and I can start working new week. This whole unemployment thing is getting REALLY old.
I don’t have much to say today. It’s kinda late, and I want to go work on making an order of MOO cards. :) (If you haven’t heard of these…go check them out. They are super neat!)
23 Jul 2014
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Tags: 365, 365 day, closeup, flower, macro, photography, photography project
I have been working on putting together a photography portfolio for hours…
Last minute scrambling is never fun, but a prospective photography job is worth the trouble. :) I reached out to my friends on Facebook today, asking if anyone knew of any job leads. A new friend was exceptionally helpful. He was shopping at JC Penny and noticed that the portrait studio was hiring. After speaking with the studio manager, he contacted me and explain all the details that he had learned.
Wow…really? Could I actually work at a photo studio? Well…why not?! Sure, I don’t have much “portrait” experience, but I’ve been wanting to grow as a photographer, and this seems like it would be a great opportunity. So, I dug head first into my photos, trying to find the best ones and created a makeshift portfolio. I’m sure it could be better organized, or more creatively put together…
But, I’ve got a portfolio!!!
I hope tomorrow goes well, and I hope I get a job soon.
22 Jul 2014
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Tags: 365, 365 day, closeup, macro, photography, photography project
Yay! I’m very happy with today’s shot. :)
Big thanks to Cathy at Your Inner Art for the awesome motivation. It came at a time when I really needed it, and for that I’m grateful.
The sky has been very overcast the past few days (maybe why I’ve been in a funk…), and this afternoon the clouds broke open to let the sun shine through. On my way to the pet store for some bird food, I noticed this power tower. Making a mental note of the location, I finished my errands and headed back to the spot.
The sky was so interesting with the sun shining through the clouds. I also love the contrast between the soft, fluffy clouds and the harsh, straight lines of the tower. This was my favorite shot of the bunch. If you look closely, you can also see another tower in the background, tiny and centered between the angles.
21 Jul 2014
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Tags: 365, 365 day, bug, closeup, leaf, macro, photography, photography project
Another bug picture.
I feel like I’m beginning to get in a photo rut, and I need to find a way out. Quick. I don’t think my photos have been bad lately…I just don’t feel like I’ve been getting a lot of variety.
I really want to grow as a photographer during this project, and I think I’m at one of those points where I need to push myself and stretch a little. Unfortunately though, I’m one busy girl right now. I’m currently looking for a job, enrolled in nursing school, and trying to learn how to be a better photographer.
The whole unemployed part of that scenario really limits the amount of money I can put towards this new hobby. I’m trying to find places I can go that are cheap to free, and as much as I would love a “real” camera, I’m alright using my phone…for now.
I suppose the best thing to do now is take a few minutes everyday to read up on a new technique, or find some inspiring photos or articles. Just stay motivated Brandi! You got this. :)
20 Jul 2014
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Tags: 365, 365 day, closeup, leaf, macro, photography, photography project
After the long day yesterday, I only managed to sleep for 2 hours today. On top of that, I decided to walk 3.5 miles today…cause…ya know…exercise and all.
Today’s photo journey was another trip around the yard. Luckily, there always seems to be neat things to photograph outside, but the mosquitoes are killer. It has been rainy the last few days, so there were lots of water droplets on everything and too many mosquitoes in the air. :)
Today’s picture was actually the last thing I shot. I managed to get a few other good shots as well, but I really liked the contrast on this one. The veins on leaves, especially dead leaves, always seem to catch my eye. This one almost has a burnt quality to it as well, that I find very intriguing.
19 Jul 2014
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Tags: 365, 365 day, bark, closeup, flower, macro, photography, photography project, tree
Looooooong day.
It started off rather unproductive, because I didn’t wake up until around 12:30. I just kinda hung around the house for a while and finally decided I should do “something” with myself. So, I got myself ready and went for a 3 mile walk.
I’m trying to get back into better shape by eating better and exercising. Slow start, but at least I’m doing something. My roommate and I found this really nice trail that is shady and peaceful, which makes walking not too unpleasant. After that I showered and got ready to go to a Going Away party for a friend.
The party was pretty fun. A little on the slow side from time to time, but I met a few nice, new people, so I guess it was worth it. :) That’s the best part for me, about going to parties. Well, that and opportunities to play new (or old) board games. Hmm…games…I love board games!
After the party, Will and I stopped at Denny’s for some coffee and chatted for a while. Then, headed home. By this time, I wasn’t tired (although I should of been) and decided to stay up and watch the sunrise. It’s been forever since I’ve watched the sun actually rise.
Fun, right?
You’d think so…but eh. This morning has been a lovely, overcast, gray kinda morning. Not what I was hoping for. Poo.
So on that note, I bid you all goodnight and hope for a brighter afternoon.
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