Flowing Through Mountains

Tired.  Just worn out.

Worked a double today…gotta work in the morning…blah.

Tired.

Where due dates and procrastination meet, is where I seem to drown lately.

I don’t know why, but I’ve been struggling so badly lately with discipline and procrastination.  I know what I need to do…but, I. Just. Don’t. Do. It.

The annoying part is, I’m not doing anything better with my time…just wasting it away.

It’s frustrating beyond words, and I’m not sure how to pull myself out of the sinkhole I’ve fallen into.  I know it’s something I must do myself, but damn.  I just don’t have it in me right now.

This shot is an example of how inportant it is to pay attention to the background, and not just the details.

Spring has sprung!

I saw this beautiful patch of flowers on my way into school to take my OB exam.  What a delightful way to welcome me to school today. :)

Now I just hope my grade is as pretty…

Ok.  To be honest, I didn’t take a picture or write today (I’m “updating” for the missed day).  I was in a study frenzy, hoping to do all I can to pass my exam (fingers crossed).

This pic is something I digitally created, but really like! :) 

Studying…OB exam on Tuesday.

Fun. Times.

First day of peds clinical was today.  It was interesting…

I did get to see an appendectomy on my patient today.  That was very intersting. 

Second, and final hospital clinical is tomorrow…so off to bed I go! 

Worked a double today, and my lower back has been hurting the past week or so.  Not fun.

I also have my pediatric clinical tomorrow…that I’m not looking forward to very much.  Guess I just have to keep an open mind, and try to learn something.  It’s only 2 days after all.

I didn’t want to take a picture today, so I created this instead.

Just one of those days…