Day 283

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Again, I did not take a picture today.

This was taken a while ago…but I really wanted to look at something beautiful, not stress over finding something that would pass as a photo tonight.

It’s been very stressful this past week or so…and I’m just trying to hold it all together.

Day 282

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Day 281

So, my day started like this:

Nursing school blues: endless studying, difficult exams, long late night lectures, constantly questioning your abilities/knowledge, god damn select all that apply…

It’s hard.  It sucks. 

I just watched the first episode of the first season of Grey’s Anatomy, and was re-inspired to want to do better. 

I may not be the best, but I got this.

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Unfortunatley…by the end of the day I was not feeling so positive and upbeat.  I didn’t take any pictures and didn’t even want to try.  I just watched some tv, ate dinner, and went to bed.

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Let’s hope today is better.

Day 280

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Work, study on break, work again, study at home.

Sleep.  Repeat.

Day 279

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Some days a girl just craves a plate of meat for dinner, and pizza…there’s always room for pizza.

This past week has been busy between work and school.  I’m trying to get back into better studying habits…but it’s not an easy feat.

All that focus on school and work has caused my photography to slack lately too, which bugs me…but I know I need to focus on school.  Especially if my grades are not the greatest, and I don’t feel confident with the information we’re learning.

I guess I’m just in a rough patch again, but luckily I’ve seen the other side before and I know I’ll see it again…sometime.  It helps having someone nearby to keep me smiling, and willing to deal with my moodiness.

Day 278

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Day 277

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Busy day at work…but the weather was beautiful and we opened up the patio.

Will and I went to Outback for dinner tonight and had way too much to eat.  Tomorrow starts healthier eating and excercise (blah).

Day 276

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Tired.  Just worn out.

Worked a double today…gotta work in the morning…blah.

Day 275

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Tired.

Day 274

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Where due dates and procrastination meet, is where I seem to drown lately.

I don’t know why, but I’ve been struggling so badly lately with discipline and procrastination.  I know what I need to do…but, I. Just. Don’t. Do. It.

The annoying part is, I’m not doing anything better with my time…just wasting it away.

It’s frustrating beyond words, and I’m not sure how to pull myself out of the sinkhole I’ve fallen into.  I know it’s something I must do myself, but damn.  I just don’t have it in me right now.

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