Day 149


Fall is here.  Well, it’s been here for awhile…but this image really captures that mood I think.

Unfortunatley, I wish my mood matched the brightness of today’s picture.  I’m in some sort of funk that I can’t seem to find my way out of.

It’s not that anything bad happened, or that I’m worried about something bad happening…which is maybe why it’s so disheartening.  I’m just unmotivated to do anything, and irritated that I’m not doing anything at the same time.  An odd mood to be in, I’d say.

How do I find my way out?…
“Fake it till you make it” – Too cheesy
“Exercise” – Maybe…
“Eat healthy and drink plenty of water” – Need to do that anyway…
“Spend more time outdoors” – Yes, please…but when…
“Do something you enjoy” – I’d love to start getting back into my art journaling/zentangle/quilting/art is my passion mind frame, but between daily life, work, and school it gets pushed into the back of the closet…

Lesson learned here – I know what needs to be done, which is a good thing I suppose.  I’ll just continue taking one day at a time, and fight through the fog until I find my sparkling rainbow on the other side.  I know it’s there…somewhere.


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